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Friday, December 31, 2004

well... another 365 days or rather 366 days have past.(2004 is leap year) anyway.. so much good things, and bad things that happened this year. As i am typing this entry, i am thinking about the things that happened throughout 2004.
13 April- runners up in drama competition
31 May- Departure for Beijing / Harbin trip
1 Nov- collect report bk, found that i have been promoted to sec 4
8 Nov- Departure for Can Gio, Vietnam
28 Nov- First visit to CHC
29 Nov- Celebration of Birthday at Breekz, First day of drama camp
19 Dec- First Cell Group Meeting
23 Dec- Visited Hope of God Church
24 Dec- Celebrated Christmas at indoor stadium
31 Dec- Mass pack my house in preparation for cell group meeting tomorrow

yea.. these are the major things that happened this year, yep.. there are other things like fighting in class, not handing up homework, getting a gf, breakin up, becoming emotionless to feelin tired no matter how much i sleep, arguing with my parents, performing at NAFA, Victoria theatre, many many more... well.. thinking back, i found out that there are many things that i should have done that i did not do, and many things that i should not have done. As i spend the dying minutes of 2004 in front of my computer, i realli hope that i could turn back time, and redoing everything, but.. it is just..not possible.
Who am i actually? a two faced person who is trying to act friendly, cheerful in front of everybody.. but deep down inside me, i'm feelin really lonely, helpless... i can be so talkative that the teachers have to complain to my parents, and sometimes, not saying a single word in school. My life is topsy turvy now.. how i wish it would be just like 2003. Where i am really cheerful, happy, and people remembering me as a friendly person... but now.. i think that i dun really feel that cheerful..

well... to conclude the whole year, i just wanna say this... thanks to those people who made my life so interesting this year. :D i really appreciate all of you! Special thanks to my cell gp E190...

Brothers: Aaron, Daryl, Derek, Edmond, Eric, Eugene, Geoffrey, Jeffrey, John, Nicholas, Ray, Roy and Wenfu

Sisters: Jasmine, Laura, Rachel, Samantha and Tzewei

New Friends: Andy, Lester, Xingzhi, Yuxuan and Zhong Wei

Thanks for treating me so friendly and erm.. yep.. for accepting who i am! THANKS :D

And to all those whom i have de zui this year, i want to say a big sorry to all of you. Mainly, Danny, Stanley, Pearly and Zhong Hao. I noe i have been unreasonable in some way or another, so, i hope that you all will forgive me...

Well... Happy New Yr to all!