Floating on a Sea of Stars || KeL's Blog

Wednesday, October 10, 2007

The last official school day
The last chance to pon...
but i;m not going to do it..

For the first time this yr, i'm looking forward to go to school.
seriously its definitely not the last day of school
We'll still be going back, still be seeing each other again
Its not the end of the world
But then, i juz had this weird feeling
that my days here are really coming to an end

Things will never be the same from now on
Things that you do everyday...those normal lessons and breaks
Will be juz memories
Instead of counting down of A lvls,
I guess i should really be counting down to the end of my life here
And to cherish the remaining days
College life always seems short and fast, but memorable

也许时间能冲淡一切
但我不想一切被冲淡

SAJC might have more bad memories than good memories.
YES, until now, I Do agree that i have made the wrong choice into going into SAJC
it will be a regret, but something i will not be able to change.,

these days,
i realised that normally it's the events that take place
towards the end that count.
that's why you only see people mugging
before major exams and tests,
and why people choose to drag as long as possible.
by december people are more likely to remember what you did in
october rather than january.
so, pragmatically, wouldn't it be wiser
not to waste energy on assignments
which do not earn you as much recognition?

it's the "stock up for final showdown" mentality.
Y can be enemies with Z for most of the time,
but just before they part Y can be very nice to Z
and they'd suddenly become good friends for a long time,
or at least Z would have a very good impression of Y for a long time.

AS i have bolded the word " CAN BE".
it means, it may, or may not.
yes, u will definately wish that u have a better impression of those ppl whom u dislike,
and vice versa.
but, as i always say,
it is a 50% thing
they might, they might not.

But i dun give the fuck care.
Cause it doesn matter.

当你没有任何东西可以再失去时，你就不会再担心会失去你的所有。这时你才会全力以赴，不担心而勇敢往前。很多人在没有任何东西可以失去的时候才真正付出所有，因此成功。

in other words if you have nothing to begin with you will not fear losing. only then will you surge forward and get the best results.

there is negligible happy memories in SA,
but yes,
everything is about to end.

I think i'm out of point but ya
sth wierd is happening.
all these negliable memories made me want to go back to the fucked up sch for 1 last time.
to see all those bitches in class.

yang told me not to go,
but i told him,
i have pon sch for the last 3 weeks.
must go back to show all those bitches that i'm still alive.

yes, these bitches have misjudged me for the past 2 yrs.
they judge ppl by their looks.
they judge ppl by their set of rules.

i use to care about what ppl think.
but now i dun
cause it is enlightenment.

whats impt is what i think,
and i dun give a damn to other ppl .

Yes, i will go school tml.
cause i'm looking forward to live,
without seeing them ever again.
it may be fate that cause our life path to cross.
but i hope
that fate,
will nvr do that again.

no more peiwen, no more nizhen, no more fucking dao ppl, no more yalams, no more ah nehs..
it goes on

i noe i'm racist, i admit
but yes
i have good malay and indian friends too..

bahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh